Date: 2.3.09
Time: 09:05

Sometimes I wish that the virtual world was real. I don't know..maybe cuz I'm trying to escape from reality. But I do have reasons why I wish it was real. I met some nice people on the net and a few of them I have been talking for more than a year and almost 2. Unfortunately, we hardly talk nowadays cuz we are all busy, busy with school and stuff and also the time difference make it even harder to see them online. We used to talk a lot, talk almost everyday and even for long hours, we talked about anything and everything, stuff that even my family and my friends didnt know. They probably know more about me than those who know me in person, cuz I feel more comfortable and easy to talk to people online. I always get support and encouragement from them which I dont get from the people around me. It's very heartwarming to receive this sort of "virtual" care and concern across the globe. Though virtual friendship doesnt last but I really treasure the time we had together, it may seem to be short and unrealistic but it's still a kind of friendship, I suppose...

I'm actually more hyper and active in the virtual world than I'm in real life, which is kinda sad. I think I'm more real in the virtual world, after all you cant be too real and true to others in real life, you know people cant be trusted these days. Hmm I will try to be as real as possible, but it depends on the people I hang out with.

As I grow older, I begin to realise many things, I was so blinded when I was younger, now I know all I did was wrong.

There are always regrets in life, if there wasnt, there wont be reflection.